Hindsight is 20/20

Sometimes I look at my life as it is right at this very second and I fall under the belief that I have been walking around with my head up my ass for at least 20 years. I'm not sure what to say or do about it, but these fleeting moments are usually followed by a flood of tears instead of a strong resolve. I'm beginning to believe I have little to no faith in my own ability to change. Yet, I see how I have changed, little by little over the years. Such contradictions inside ones own mind are enought to make you wonder if it isn't the cause of all the worlds problems.

FUNNY BREAK:
or at least I thought it was funny. My friend Sue's signature on the twins chat board is something like "some people are like slinkys.... they seem to have no real purpose but it's still fun to push them down the stairs."

Knock Knock
Who's there?
Who cares, your mom is a ho